With the new year I'm having to create a new me.
For those who are unaware, almost three months ago, my husband Chris made a decision that has changed my life. He decided that he wanted a divorce. No explanation, just the fact that it was his choice and I had no say. He moved out the next afternoon, we met with the Stake President a few days later, shortly after Chris met with a Lawyer, and I moved back to Madison, AL that next week. It's been a whirlwind and sometimes I feel it's not reality, but I have come to accept that I did nothing but my best, and he has his agency to make choices adverse to that which God chooses for us.
It's been nothing but a roller coaster since. I have had a lot of ups and downs since, but I have been greatly blessed, as my Heavenly Father has placed so many blessings, great and small, in my life so that I could make this transition as smoothly as possible. As well as many great people.
Of all things I am most grateful for a loving Heavenly Father, who has provided me with the comfort I need during this trying time in my life.
So with this new year here's to a new me, and a new beginning.